This is it

I spent so long (around 10 years) looking for this diagnosis and now it is the last thing I think about.  I use to spend so much time on the web looking for clues and researching about what it could be that was attacking my body and now maybe I should do some research on what can help.

Maybe I have been coping by ignoring it but now I am realizing this is what I have to learn to live with. It IS myositis.